Book Sarah Haywood Cactus

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The novel "Cactus" is the story of a thorny woman who needs to keep everything under control. Susan Green is reserved and unfriendly (not a very nice woman, to be honest). She just doesn't like being overly sensitive and emotional. Surprises? No, no, Susan's surprises are useless. Best friend or love of a lifetime? With this, too, not to her. All these social connections are so time-consuming and energy-intensive… Is it worth it? 

But everything is not so simple. An unplanned pregnancy at the age of 45 from a sexual partner, the sudden death of a mother, a very strange testament, and a brother with whom the relationship has not developed since childhood and who constantly spoils life… Susan's plans are destroyed at the speed of light.

From what does she protect herself by controlling everything in the world? Does every thorn in Susan's cactus grow from her childhood? And in general, are those "Cactuses" able to bloom or not?​